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Wednesday, January 04, 2006

 

The Year Ahead.....

Since the 1st January I've been thinking about what lies ahead this year. I really don't want to drift through it. As of 1st January Mosaic Sheffield officially exists as a community! That's quite scary and exciting. 4 of us (at the moment!) setting off into the unknown looking at something that has values and a vision to demonstrate faith, hope and love in Sheffield but an unknown form. It could go anywhere! I'm excited about what God is already doing in Sheffield and what He'll do through Mosaic. I feel enormous potential and have become really aware of the needs that this city has. At this point I feel that I could either be parylised and overwhelmed or whole heartedly, with determination and purpose, leap into this year with everything I am. I like the second option even though by nature I've never been a risk taker or a lover of the unknown (unlike Sam!). It's already hard not being part of the church community we've been used to over the past 5 years. We have so much time and space which is nice and kind of unsettling at the same time! I'm a routine, planning person who likes structure. I feel like already God is stirring lots of things in me, unveiling hopes, dreams and fears. Even though it's unsettling, it makes me feel very alive!

I was listening to a song in the car on the way to work this morning and it became my prayer so I thought I'd share it. I know there are lots of people embarking or who have embarked on the same journey as us and I'd love to know how you feel/felt..

"I've made up my mind. You're all I want in this world. There's no turning back. I'm pressing on into You..

Whatever the cost I'll gladly pay it Lord, whatever it takes I will stand for your truth, your grace, to see your heart poured out on this world

No matter how far, I'll run this race for You. No matter how hard, I will stand for your truth, Your grace, to see Your heart poured out on this world"

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Rachel, Not being a risk taker myself; I totally understand what you must be going through. I think it is helpful to remember that the Lord of all Creation is watching and guiding us. That always give me peace in that He has called me to it so He will get me through it.  You are feeling him work in you already - how awesome is that? And you know you want others to know Him and feel Him like you and that is what will spur you on.  Honestly,I  have to admit I've never done the exciting kind of stuff you and Sam are doing - I am just trying to serve with a bunch of "Southern Baptists" who I wish would wake up and get it - but I hope what I've took peace in might help you.

I left a post on Sam's site too recently so let him know that the Mattchews is not a total stranger.

Here's hoping your year continues to go on smashingly and that you are reassured by the God that loves you!

Posted 1/4/2006 3:49 PM by Mattchews - reply

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Looking forward to the new year as well...

I like the words to that song...who is it by?
Posted 1/4/2006 5:56 PM by obahsomah - reply

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I am sooooo excited for you! I know it probably feels like you are jumping off a cliff!
Posted 1/5/2006 2:43 AM by stinkowoman - reply

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Deana - the song is by a worship team from the Abundant Life Church in Bradford, UK. The church is about a 45 minute drive from us. They're linked to Hillsong Australia. The album is called 'Let the World see Jesus'.

Aaron - thanks for your encouragement! I'm praying for you in your church too!

Lori - It does feel a bit like jumping off a cliff! Or into a swimming pool when you don't know how deep it is. I'm encouraged by your excitement!

Posted 1/5/2006 9:11 AM by rachelradford - reply

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What an exciting time of life!!! Mosaic Sheffield!!! You're going to change the face of that city!!

Thanks for your comment and for stopping by. Looking forward to more interaction.

Posted 1/6/2006 5:15 PM by Liisa96 - reply

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Wow, I understand a little piece of what you're expressing... I have felt similarly many times over this last year since joining a small group of people who don't exactly "do church" in the way I've been used to (part of the Spring community, with Dean and Christina Sharp). I love it, but it can be scary. You are exactly right -- there is suddenly a feeling of much time and space (at least I felt it and still do sometimes).

I will pray for you guys!
Posted 1/7/2006 7:10 AM by StaciJoy - reply

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Hi Rachel - thanks for subscribing! Where exactly is Sheffield?
Posted 1/11/2006 5:35 PM by evbicajo - reply

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Congrats on your graduation!
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